trees are crying..

Friday, March 07, 2008

-here it comes again

The pressures here again.. Times pressing us.
The Aussy thing.. Argh..

Having many bad days.. recently..
Life sucked in everyway..
Mas Selamat aka Nasi Lemak aka Hari Raya making duties doubly worse..

Mother complaining about my sister..
My Uncle is really officially mad.. Like my Aunty..
I think the next will be me...
Kip saying he strike 4D... OMG.. like real.
Worse thing is he kip thinking he is GOD..
Kip giving people numbers that he predict will strike next..
Like Fuck...

Im sleepy... and my throat is getting worse.. like my body.
I dono whether did i sprain my back while carrying all those 155s
But it does feel quite weird. and i cud feel my muscle aching..
Asthma attacks are coming.. I have been taking four hours of slp recently..
Like everyday 4 hrs..

I think im dying.. I think I am..

Suddenly tot of my very existance here..
If i cud erase my existance.. everybody will still be continuing life normally..
Earth still rotates.. So wad m I here for?

Who knows..

SteR at 9:12:00 PM
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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates

Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...

Blood

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