Monday, May 19, 2008
-喂屎节
今天是非常"难"过的VESAKDAY。
本来应该在营里的我，
应为莫名的巧合，
能够窝在家享福。
不是说好要出门的吗?
不是说好要想玩的吗?
为什么我那么怕一个人。
在家里是这样， 在营里是这样。
为什么我会有这种空虚。
就像周围的人都已经消失。
像我已经不住在任何人的心，
像是不重要了。
对，就连你，我也感觉不到了。
看着那些照片， 看到你开心，
我羡慕。
分享不到你的快乐。
那些快乐都好像是你自己的。
没有我，的快乐。
自由地飞吧。
加油。 我等。
献给你。
你快乐所以我快乐 - 动力火车
你眉头开了
所以我笑了
你眼睛红了
我的天灰了
啊
天晓得
既然说
你快乐于是我快乐
玫瑰都开了
我还想怎么呢
求之不得
求不得
天造地设一样的难得
喜怒和哀乐
有我来重蹈你覆彻
la la la……la la la……
你头发湿了
所以我热了
你觉的累了
所以我睡了
不问为什么心安理得
天晓得既然说
good-bye!!!
SteR at 9:56:00 PM
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
-ready to go
Everything is like that mahjong game yesterday.
Piece by piece, coming in, forming a bigger picture.
Sometimes tiles that you didn't want.
Sometimes tiles that you wanted, and didn't get.
We should somehow believe in fate that tiles just come into hand by chance.
There must be a reason that things happen.
"Everything happens for a reason"
-Wise man
You choose to throw away tiles you didn't want.
One by one, replacing them with better tiles.
And then the tiles forms a bigger picture.
Thats how we shape our life too.
Therefore,
LIFE is = To a (LIFETIME) GAME of MAHJONG.
Bwahaha. Lets play mahjong sometime.
Mahjong reminds me of Someone.... I wonder who..
=)
Alrite.. So.. Im starting to see this picture of me going to Australia already..
Applications all done..
Visa is applied and confirmed..
Flight is booked and set..
Saturday, 19th July 08
Flight TR 714
Depart (SIN) at 11:50 and Arrive (PER) at 17:00
One more step to go. Lodging.
"Sorry"
Bye bye (soon) SINGAPORE PEOPLE.
SteR at 8:56:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
-sleep
每当我难过时。
我就会想办法让自己睡觉。
应为睡醒后， 我就会忘了那痛感。
可能是睡时的梦。
梦见发生过的事， 想要发生的事， 不可能发生的事。
很累神， 张开眼时， 力气与回忆散.
这种不用钱的止痛药我常吃。
它有一种副作用，那就是， 连开心也会一起被吃掉。
我想你
SteR at 9:11:00 PM
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
-something like that
Its like you are suddenly thrown into the sea..
In the middle of no where...
You don't know which direction you have to swim...
Lost.
You feel so alone...
Empty...
You become so tired of everything...
Even holding on to the driftwood you found...
You just want to let go & die..
I think it feels like that..
SteR at 4:37:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
-终
你终于说出口了。。。
240906-????08
SteR at 8:03:00 PM
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