Thursday, February 16, 2006

-dead-

Im dead from now onwards. Jus. leave mi alone. This blogs going with mi.



SteR at 10:59:00 PM

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-friends-

My friends ar very angry at mi now... Sorry friends.



SteR at 3:35:00 PM

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-POOP-

Yes IMA fukker here toking fukking rubbish! YES!



SteR at 2:14:00 AM

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

-death-

Someone died in Sentosa palawan beach le.. Kaos. I remember tt time I went there, peaceful paradise scenary.. Now.. something haunts the waters... ee. Niways.. Got a ch U tok show about this incident.. and the questions asked are lame.. LAME. I dono wad kind of interview is tt..

Story= Malay boi and boi go swim.. one reach the opposite isle another drown.
Interview to the survivor = Did you try to save him? You feel answerable to his parents? Isit in your knowledge ttt he is not a gd swimmer? So did you try to discourage him? Do you feel guily?

I mean.. the questions are meant to make him more guilty on public tv or smt? SO weird.

Cbox is down.. WTH.

Later i gona tok to shy about going to KL.. ok.

Today meant to play badminton de.. But.. Due to TIAN SHI, DI LI, REN HE (Sky, land, people) Its canceled. First reason, Bao went to KTV.... Say tt we nvr confirm. My fault. Second reason, I canot find my rackets at home, they are in sch.. My fault. Third reason, not enuff people. My fault of not contacting more. Fourth reason, no shuttlecocks. My fault. So the whole thing is my organisation not good enuff all my fault. Kang I apologise to you for making you run to and fro PCC. Thx niways.

Havent been feeling well today.. sick le mah?

Oh ya.. mich comment tt my blog very hard to read.. I think so too.. and the pics are too small... ya i noe tt too... I hope you guys can give more comments and suggestions now as i have time to change.... SO COMMENTS AND SUGGESTIONS ON DESIGNS plz. TY.


"Sorry.."
-Ster



SteR at 10:16:00 PM

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-next week-

Bao says " Wei go har.. GO!"
Mich says " I hope four of us can go.. awaiting stir's reply.."
Rayner says "yeah! im so glad that mich, bao, ster and i wil b going KL, next week... "
Ster says " I dono i can go anot... I always tell shy i donwan to go when she asked mi to... I dono how to open my mouth.."



SteR at 7:22:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

-valentines-

HOhO.. Happy valentines day to all out there whether single or double or triple or fourple or fivple or sixple or maple. pimple? YAY.

Argh.. I blogged about my mum the previous previous entry.. and after that I watched Im not stupid too. After watching the movie, it opens my mind to a wider perspective about parental live and childcare and teenage hood. I kindof understand them more? So i will try to be more filial. I think Jack neo did a good job this time.. FUNNY, and TOUCHING. It makes you laff with lots of tears. The gals sitting beside me started to cry from halfway thru the movie till the end.. I didnt cry leh.. maybe im monster. 6/5 for the rating.. LOL kidding la wad did i give for fearless? Eh it lose fearless abit lalala~ must watch.

Niways.. It was valentines day eve mah.. I mean yesterday when we went out. its quite fun and the whole J8 was swarmed by students.. either go there to watch the s ame moive as mi or to shop for presents. Haha.. its funny, looking at them. It makes mi wonder about my own secondary sch life.. Im not a gay so i didnt really care bout valentines day one(bois school). Im also a nerd nerd boi.. guia guai type so i really dont know ani girls.. The girls I noe are my neighbours? sad lo. I wonder if I studied in a mixed sch, then how wud it be like. My first celebrated valentines day shud be poly year one? nows the third le... But now ive grown allil more mature and valnetines is not jus for couples wad its for friends too! So happy valentines day to all mi peng you...

Stomach hasnt been good.. kip farting. smelly ones. ewws.

"ipod"



SteR at 4:05:00 PM

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Monday, February 13, 2006

-15days-

Argh.. my ears are bleeding again... eewww right.. but always sudenly itchy then i go scratch then bleed.. PO PI..T.T

Going out soon le.. Watching I not stupid too with bao and ray. dono hu else. Bao woke up late so. I used this time for waiting to blog alil.

15 days of CNY is over. its fast. Haha. CNY havent been fun for mi for the past few years.. In the past my mum will bring us out to visit her colleagues... but after she quit her ex compani, she nvr bring us out le.. ANgbaos got less. like 50% less. Haha. From young.. new year = angbao to mi. :P This year my angbao money is onli like rounded off to 200 bucks.. its < 200 ok. Poo. Most of my money has gone to paying off debts.. debts from last year. Owe bao 20 for ednas bday.. Owe kong 20 for mervin's bday.. Owe izon 40 for thailand trip hotel blunder.. 80 bucks gone le lo. i think left abit.. go eat and play.. then no more le.. now im left with a 50msia buck means = < $25. Geez.

I spent too fast. Butthen this year i didnt buy new clothes... Thinking back, I havent buy clothes for the past year? Oya i have... went to china and thailand... Its quite long le.. Every year my birthday i will have mani people buying me nice clothes. haha. so i dont have to worry about dressing. Tml is valentines dae.. Hmm.. headache day. I just wan to spend it like ani other day la. except that i want to buy some gifts for a few of my loved ones? Currently I have 60bucks. After watching the movie i guess i will have about 50.. Have to think hard le... Ok la tt si Bao.. dono doing wad.. facial? I go le la.. go buy bubble tea wait her... ZZZ.



SteR at 1:44:00 PM

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-mama-

Gosh.. freaking. angry at the moment at my mum.. so lame. Everytime i sit here infront of the com.. she will say or ASSUME or PRESUME. that i will NOT SLP.. "HAI BU SHUI, YOU YAO WAN DAO TIAN LIANG?" (means Not slping again? wana play till morning again?) WTH.. i know i know.. respect, they care, they are old le, parents are like tt.. zzzz IM just angry k. Sometimes they are very funi one... Iya dont say le..

Hmm... haiz. I haiz again le.. I went to take napha test yesterday. but.. I went there... and... dint take. I know i will fail. 2.4km run must be done in 11 mins ba.(ard there) i mean.. I know i cant. I havent been training. I have been feeling weak. My body is not FIT animore. Cycle a distance makes mi headache after i come home. YES NOT FIT ANIMORE... my bellys poping out le. YES start on badminton. nite cycling.. jogging.. anithing!

I finished watching full house le.. now listening to its OST.. THX to nannan hus a big fan of Rain for sending mi al the songs. lol. Hmm..

the ending = A waited for B, B gave up on C, C gave up on C and D, D gave up on A. ABCD happy.

Hmm. quite a nice ending. all hapy.

Long time no play maple for a long time le. I mean.. I play maple once every two days but.. I seldom play for very long le. Always play one two hours jiu sian le. Maple is a nice game actually.. purely made for destressing as it doesnt nid alot of brain power to play.. its cute too. But recently its getting weird... people starts to have maple girlfriends? like Ya a gf in tt dimension. Its fun? I dono. But.. for my part.. its bloody weird. Niway.. I just wana say..


"Freak, you are getting worse everyday. Plz. Reflect."
-Ster

Haiz. Looking at rayners entry today makes mi think about my own best friends.. HU are my heavenly kings. Seriously. Im very de not sociable(how to spell). and friends that drift i will let them drift. I will not make effort to pull them back de.. unless they are my besties... I have many friends... Many.. I can have more if i want to.. but its pointless.. Sometimes have a few is enuff. Im contented with my circle of friends now. My secondary sch friends.. onli left with a few.. haha. I didnt contact them de. and Even if im invited to join them I also will feel very de OUT. so usually i dont go out with them... TYPING TILL this point.. I actualli forgot wad is my point le.. I forget wad i wana say. LOL.. guess I just wana thx my true friends out there too like rayner. They are..
Mich, Bao, Ray, Shy, Kang, Sam, Hongyi, Blue.
If your name is not here doenst mean i dont care about you hor... try harder to get closer to mi?

I would like to have a friend.
Who can sit beside mi.
Stay quiet.
Watch the scenary with mi.
Feel the breeze with mi.
Siping our can drinks.
Through the nite.
-Ster

"Wait for mi..."



SteR at 12:43:00 AM

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Friday, February 10, 2006

-sketchbook-

Hmm... You know? A sketch book or note book, is a very interesting thing to look at.. I was fliping thru mine today.. and i saw mani things... my emotions. wad i was going thru then. I penned it down. SO.. today i present to you..

MY SKETCHBOOK exhibition by ster.

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this is my sketchbook.. black. I like it black.

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BEN or stupid. I dint noe why I wrote this.. but i guess im toking about myself.. see how it change to old man face heehee.

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I was attending extra ADT lessons for this page.. Keith was having a break... and i started to write jiayin and liyana's name down cos they were besidde mi.. ans I dono why suddenly vernace.. which then lead to wad eva you go see.. donwan say too much about him.. lol..

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This I guess I was thinking about a scenary.. of me and my future galfriend.

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The names of the great architects and designers which I have heard of.. zzz IM so Knowledge deprived... Interpret the doodles yourself.. niway the one on the bottom right hand corner..haha. yup im drawing myself with the hair i wanted. >.< DON LAFF!

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AHH. my favourite page. I created the characters myself ok.. The story of love. eh that the cover page. I migh continue it. LOL. TTS my signature there.. nice?

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Ah... this my design. Haha. Ugly. niway written there a quote. JOURNEY IS ALL ABOUT EXPERIENCE. tts for spaces.

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Its christmas!

Alrite.. I actualli have two more pages de.. but got problem with the uploading so nvm la.. >.<
Note: this book accompanied mi througt this major project, like my friends. SO this exhibition is dedicated to all those hu consider mi as your friend.

Special thanks to. Mich, Ray, Bao, Yin, Shy, Kang, and my own family.



SteR at 6:56:00 PM

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-full house-

No im not gambling.. haha.

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This is FULL HOUSE, the korean drama which i have been watching these few days... im gona finish it tonite! CHARGE! eh.. This drama.. nice very cute. and i like how they actualli shoot the scenes.. hmm.. young and playful. The story is also good with characters of different classes. Its something like this..

A= a writer
B=a super star
C= a apparel designer
D=a successful business man.

The beginning. A hates B, B hates A, B likes C, C likes D and D likes no one. BCD are childhood friends
The middle. A like B, B like A and C, C give up on D and likes B, D likes A.
The ending. still yet to watch.

UNDERSTAND? haha.. the story is good. erm..somewad simlar to mine. 50%? Boo. Im slpy.

Anyways... Im starting to get confused. confused over my own personailty.. confused over my character.. confused over hu am I... So i set up this section in my left side bar, BOUT MI. This bout mi section will be filled up with things people say about mi.. once people say i will note it down.. But i nid something to be filled up now!.. SO.. plz help.. TAG ABOUT MI... write testimonials. I wana find myself. thx you pals.



SteR at 5:56:00 PM

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

-heart-

Many things have captured my heart... People. Movies. Stories. Food. Sleep. Stuffs. (getting out of point) For this particular entry i shall talk about.. EH.. Movies, people and more people. haha.

Movies first... Movies means alot to mi.. they are stories, with characters, with scenes... some are works of aRt. To mi, great movies are those which.. even with tt little scene. it makes you go back for more, and everytime you go back, you watch.. and you discover new things..

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Hmm.. this is the most recent movie i watched.. rated by mi 5 stars. The kind of movie tt i like most.. Fighting. This movie is a true story i guess... not very sure. The think i wana say is GO WATCH IN THE THEATRES. Its super.. if you come out from the theatre and thinks its not good.. i give you money back guarantee.(means i give you money and ROB it back[hu tell you say my fav movie not good]). This movie took my heart away! I wana watch again! the fights, to story. the actors. all i like!!!

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This movie.. Fighter in the wind. I guess may of you nvr see it before. I liked it once i saw the trailers.. It quite weird y mani havent heard of this movie, cos i saw the trailers almost evryday on TV MOBILE.. WEIRD. but. its a similar type of movie to tt of FEARLESS/ HUO YUAN JIA. Fighting, how a man picks up himself after many downs.and then stood up for themselves. This is a true story.. also a must watch by STER's MOVIES TASTES.. 5 stars! I got the vcd! haha. DONO where le. with mervin i think.. RETURN IT BACK!

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This movie.. is The BEST. LORD OF THE RINGS TRIOLOGY. i have nothing to say about this but GO WATCH GO WATCH.. 5.67 stars. I watched and watched. 5-6 times le. an IM NOT SICK OF IT.. its work of art. SUPER SUPER. arRRR.

I have othre movies i like.. but im not posting all the pics.. quite tiring esp now blogger got copying problems.. means i cannot copy the link directly.. MATRIX TRIOLOGY.. FFVII ADVENT CHILDREN... and alot la. canot remember all..


" I thank all the directors for making this world movied. I really appreaciate your work now. I will go theatre more often. WAHAHAHA~"
-ster

People.

I came across many people, some of them really do things tt touched mi. I shall not name them.. They will always be in my heart. OK. You are one of them. hee.

I wana say something about this lecturer.. PERRY. as i misunderstood him for someone with NO principle. mistaken him being a bad lecturer.. But after i went to his house in CHU 3 of CNY.. I realise wad he did was all for us. THANK YOU PERRY.

Hmmm.. after all these days.. I finally realised mani things. things tt i sought for. things i i nid answers for. SO im abit glad about the answers... abit too late to regret...

Yes. I patched with my girlfriend le. if you are my friend i hope you wish mi.. I gave one last chance to us... Yes i know everything you are thinking of now.. its ok. Things will work out... I hope... Im not holding on to it so tight this time... as i have learnt things. Hmm.


"It wud be you if I was cruel."
-Ster



SteR at 4:55:00 PM

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

-i dono-

I really dono. I dont.



SteR at 2:38:00 AM

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Friday, February 03, 2006

-design-

I have crossed the deadline of the Tre3house project for quite some time le.. but i am still doing small little things for it... very bored.

Tasks.
A few 20x20cm brochere - an introductory sheet.
- a page of our yearbook.
5 Detailings
Edit storyboards and reprint.
Prepare for external examination.

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this are my current boards..

"I lost a best friend."
-Ster



SteR at 12:57:00 PM

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-silent-

Everything was peaceful...
Everything's nice...
I dont wana change anything...
I just want to stay like this...

Why must you change your mood...
Why must you change your mind...
Why must you make everything yours...
And throw them away again...

I dont wana force myself...
I dont wana make decisions...
I dont wish to be unfair...
I dont wish to be hurt once again...

You are not the type for me...
Im not the type for you...
I took mi 2 years to realise...
forever love is just a dream...

Lets just let everything end...
Lets just kip everything cool...
Lets just be best friends...
As only friends last forever.

-Ster



SteR at 12:30:00 PM

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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates


Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...


Blood

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