Sunday, January 31, 2010
-it couldn't be more selfish
This should be the best thing to do...
Not to lie to myself and all...
It should be like this...
That is all I can do...
I wish you all well.
God be with you.
SteR at 5:47:00 PM
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
-our responsibility
Argh.. sometimes I just hate what I have have shouldered on my back.. but since I have choose to shoulder it, I would want to carry it to the finishing line... I just hope that sometimes the thing on my shoulder would put some effort to make my life easier. =/
Kindof regret, but heck, who else will do it.
God be with me.
Sometimes I rethink inside my head. What is love? If these things you do means love... then what have I been through cannot be compared at all. I hope all is true and all. Anyways.. JB trip. Good time tml. =) I mean later.
SteR at 2:27:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
-Eco.ID
I think I got a Part time job in Eco.ID. but i lost the chance to go to URA.
Heiz.. wells its ok. Cos at least I am still doing something.
Im getting tired.
SteR at 10:59:00 PM
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-i don't love
Meaningless...
SteR at 1:47:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
-yawn
OOOO, so tired..
Haven been slping late and waking up early everyday..
Mainly to rush to peace centre to check my prints..
Believe it or not, I have been going to Peace centre almost everyday since 22nd..
Planned to take an afternoon nap today, but when i got myself comfortable on bed..
Client, Dad, Mum, Friends, calls and smses.. its so Roti prata man.
Complains, but, i am still happy.
It feels good to know that someone is there to do something for you.
You know, God answers prayers and that is so super true because God proved it to me yesterday by answering so many prayers.
Thank you~
Back to work!!!!
Btw I am designing another menu for Singapore Recreational Club, but I havent officially got the deal yet. Client wants samples.. boo.
SteR at 9:21:00 PM
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Monday, January 25, 2010
-Positive
I am really doubting my own life.
Everything is in such a positive high state that I feel accomplished everyday.
I don't look like me, or should I say, the older version of me.
Its a good thing. I feel good.
God is working. =)
A friend of mine seems to be changing into a new phase of life like me.
I think I sort of changed my super bad habit of looking back into the past.
And I know that I just have to let go on some hopeless stalemate stuffs in life.
Its better to live life this way i guess.
Not to forget the past, but to forgive the past and just let it fly.
Yes. Fly.
Anyways I am now werking freelance and trying hard to make more friends and get more contacts. Its good to know more people, cos you would'nt want to miss out on good people all around. The menu I am werking on shud be finished by Tues, hope I get the money soon.
SteR at 12:33:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 06, 2010
不说
我喜欢的作词人，配上我喜欢的歌手!
郭静 - 不说
作词:伍家辉 作曲:伍家辉
想告诉你我有多想你
好想想让你知道我多爱你
好傻幻想着我们会在一起 一起
别压抑 别压抑 傻瓜
我从来不说 怎么我如此冷漠
好让那爱 从我的手指缝逃脱
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落
想告诉你我有多想你 好想
想让你知道我多爱你 好傻
幻想着我们会在一起 一起
我爱你 我爱你 傻瓜
我从来不说 怎么我如此冷漠
好让那爱 从我的手指缝逃脱
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落
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最近啊， 都在死等一些有的没的。。。
从工作那里说起好了。
那里的希望好像便得非常渺茫。
可说是ZERO。
原因是我原本应该代替的女职员回来了。
比起来我根本没有CHANCE。
还有就是等一些人的电话!
明明说好要回电，却都让我白等。
对于这些人，真是"又爱又恨"。。
嘿啊。。我的极限，好像就是这样。
回来之后，好像受不住气。
今天，我把很多东西都丢掉了。。
像是我帮忙收常了将近四年的东西。。。
一向不舍得丢的。。。
在打扫过程也挖出了不少的回忆。。。
积满了灰尘的回忆。。。
肮脏可怜的快乐。
好多说不完的心理话。。。 有空再下笔。。
晚了。
NIGHTS。
SteR at 3:21:00 PM
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