Friday, July 30, 2010

11:11

I tend to always see this time 11:11 at my computer everytime I look at the clock on the lower right corner. Maybe its just special so I noticed it more then the rest of the normal numbers.
=/ But the rest of the normals are just as important ei?

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Near and then far..... near and then far..... and then near again..... and then far... and this goes on forever.

Office tml. I better slp.



SteR at 11:11:00 PM

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-im emo of cos i am

My friday and saturday plans are wreaked.
Coz I dont think I can finish everything by tml evening.
This sucks.

I havent enjoyed a proper weekend since I came back from Malacca.



SteR at 1:22:00 AM

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

-shavee

Woh. It been quite some time since I blogged!
Things have been happening for the past weeks but I just didnt have the energy to pen it.

Malacca trip was all good. Everything was planned by the girls. I just enjoyed the whole process. =)
Thanks guys/girls. It was a real holiday except the fact that we didnt have enought sleeping time.
Cheap stuffs. Cheap food. Cheap entertainment. Cheap lodging. Totally a good place for cheapos like me. Thats what malacca has to offer. I wana go back!

Anyways...
Starting work is hellish. Though I am partly rejuvenated after the trip..
I dono whats happening but it seems that it getting harder to work...
Not to mention that I just happened to find out that my lunch group is labelled "OUTCASTS"
Of cos not everyone of them is an outcast but I guess I am being outcasted as well... -.-'

Totally shi xie xie papa de xue fei -.-\/

And then Today I shaved my hair for charity!
I admit I really didnt want to do it la, who wants to look like a BMT guy.. -.-'
But I did it anyway for Him who loves.
But I should do something charitable i guess. I never had the will to do blood donation so I guess this is one of the BIG things I can do.. I hope it helps.. The cancer kids and helps raise awareness of cancer.

Botak-ed.



SteR at 10:12:00 PM

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

-Chloe

She died.
It was a nice movie though. There is no like super climax. Its like a story telling kind of movie.
I expected the twist but its still good.
I like this kind of movies.
Especially with handsome guys and naked women.
6 Dollars only. I can watch a movie everyday or something.

WEE U WEED.

Thumbs up for the 2star rated movie.



SteR at 12:37:00 AM

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Monday, July 12, 2010

-i think i like to talk?

=/

Its a depressing monday. As usual.
One. I HAD to treat my colleagues to a lunch because its my birthday. =/
I really dont mind that, but one of those four lunch buddies I have really really give me this maximum gian peng giam kana singaporean aunty (she is really one) impression. For three weeks or maybe two, she has been asking, non-stop! about the treat. Its really non-stop. It really really irritated me till I didnt talk at all to her during lunch.

Her irritating conversations went like this "Eh so where to eat? Got make reservations anot? or I purposely didnt eat from yesterday ah cos i noe someone treating ah.. (although its a joke but its really not funny?)" and stuff like that, well you get the idea. Boss once told me he don't like her cos she is very aunty, I tried to think otherwise and see a better side of her, I really did. But there is no other side.

Grr.

Another of my colleague asked me " Hey aren't you bored sitting in that little corner?"
I was quite stunned by that question because. The answer is too obvious.

"SIAN LAH!!!" was my reply.

I dont blame him for asking this question because to the other company, there is chatting and laffing and laming around and outings and everything social. =/ I know its not the first time I am talking about this but... it just one of those days where i dont feel contented and had to blog about it again.

Hai Hai Hai...
Homework again.. another sian job. Im doing it so slowly and pekcek-ly. I really hate these things where you are assigned to something that is quite impossible to do and you have to do it on time.

I feel like I wana quit. Like really really.

Im blessed to have friends to chat with after work.
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I miss you.



SteR at 10:45:00 PM

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-backstage

I dono whats going on at the backstage but the performance have to go on...
I am now free.

From you.

=)



SteR at 12:56:00 AM

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Sunday, July 11, 2010

-R21Chloe

Yesterday is my birthday. Christmas came early.
I wana thank everyone who has put an effort to try to make me happy in anyway.

Thanks Thanks Thanks.

There are things like my silly colleagues treating me tea tarik la. Non stop sms-es la. FB msges la. Someone coming to chinaTown to have a quick lunch with me la. People trying to dress up to meet me la. Trying to be first one to sms me la. And thanks for those who wrecked brains to find presents and organising stuffs!

Thanks Thanks Thanks.

My watch my new watch I love it. and rayner has brought so many things back from Japan for us! and I will have a new bicycle real soon. Im blessed.

Thanks Thanks Thanks.

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Anyway today is michelles bday. This Hey ma Bun and me has been celebrating birthdays together for like 4-5 years ald. I think. Though she is very extremely guailan. Im still glad I knew you. Through thick and thin ok? Cos you are thick skinned and I am thin. =) Hapbirthday.



SteR at 1:01:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

-maybe

Maybe im worth more then I think I do...
=) Thanks to all peoplez who still care for me.

Tml will be better.
Toilet design again.



SteR at 12:54:00 AM

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Monday, July 05, 2010

-over

OK.. the rush is over. -.-'
But its more depressing to know all my efforts were wasted at home...

I hate double duo 2 dua work.
Back to cadding ahhhh..



SteR at 11:46:00 AM

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Sunday, July 04, 2010

-gloom bloons.

It dark out there. but I know its a gloomy night.
I didnt wake up very peacefully today.
And i dont think i can slp peacefully tonight.

Woke up at 6am cos of kk's sms -.-' like freaking 6am if im not wrong.
Went back to slp and kept wheezing because of my asthma.

I woke up again at about 7, and started doing work. To church. After church, kk messaged me the new designs of the entrance and.. Voila!~ I have to do more work! Yeah, actually i already knew I had to do all these over the weekend but im just being me, you know the usual complainer. After two bad coffees im really not in the mood for work... 8.30 to the office somemore. I hope he gives me like time off or something.

Massimo Dutti saved my life! There was like 50% sale all over the shop. so I spent 150 in there. Super worth it. It works you know, retail therapy...

But its still gloomy out there.

I just wonder what am I to them.
It still suck to believe that im being used. Though I try to think otherwise. =(



SteR at 11:21:00 PM

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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates


Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...


Blood

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