Tuesday, September 07, 2010
-madman on the loose.
Ok im mad.
I bought and spent. A.L.O.T
But i loved everything that i spent on.
kindof a fulfilled weekend i guess.
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Today an outkast made me really disappointed man.
Its her babys month old party or smt on the 12th.
We noe we are supposed to bring gifts.
But the host is not supposed to ASK for gifts?
Receptionist J suddenly msned me saying HR S prefers vouchers.
Then i was like huh. OK but I had ald decided to give a plushie to her baby.
Then I went to msn HR S.
L:Hey can I bring a plushie for your man yue?
S:I wont stop you from that but i ald got all the things I need for the baby so i still prefer NTUC voucher. =)
L: (didnt reply cos I thought she will just say smt like "OH YES its wonderful!" or smt like "its ok la. ren lai jiu hao")
She is like indirectly asking for money. -.-'
BTW I checked. My plushie is selling for more then it looks ok. $30 dollars leh.
Im still giving her the plushie cos she wont see me when she comes back. >.0
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Im managing myself pretty well i guess.
Dono what to feel ever since then.
Trust is something which takes so much time to build and so little time to demolish.
是你的就是你的， 不是你的你再怎么努力也没有用。
-my ex
I rmb her telling me this, probably wont forget for the rest of my life.
Its not that I didnt try.
Probably tried too hard, and in return gets to be disappointed more easily.
Its better to give up then to kill myself over and over.
You would probably agree.
That it would be better without me.
SteR at 1:30:00 AM
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