-the moment i saw light-
I saw him... you were sitting there beside him... happily watching tv... He was rich.. hand was holding diamond.. house is comfortable..He looked very presentable... watching plasma tv.. I ran.. I dono why.. I cant use my full speed.. Im like floating on air.. I cant run fast..you noticed mi...you chased... you are catching up.. you caught mi...Im late for printing... it felt so real.
-tomorrow-
Argh. soooOOo freaking sian now.. gtg to simlim sq alone.... geezz.. I just found out tt kang has extended his stay till tml.. -.- nvr tell mi leh nbclc.
SIANNNN AAHHHHHH
-manimals-
Went to e SZG today.. LOL.. its kind of fun with rayner's niece tagging along.. she is cute.. she say funny things.. Hmm.. there has been changes since the last time I went.. which was three years ago.. New animals and new habitats... Didnt manage to see the pierre dogs today =( Dead tired.. so I went home early to get some slp b4 I start slogging.. BUT... Sam the man dragged mi to cut hair with hims... then the stylist sugested I change my hairstyle.. LOL and I changed. Its very de short now..
Doing my menu now.. on Page 5 out of 16.. Shitty.
BTW: SZG = Singapore Zoological Gardens
-coffee-
dreamt.. anout mani things just now.. and I woke up at three.. maybe i slept too much? I slept at ard 8-9am in the monring yesterday and then woke up at ard 6pm.. after tt i ate dinner and then suddenly feel slpy again at 11pm.. and slpt again. woke up ard 3am this morning.. LOL. play game while then come blog le.. Kang is in china le.. omg i miss him and his crap. Bao say got a job opportunity for mi.. hmm i decide to give it a try... Menu problem is finalised but i still cannot proceed very dulan wit the blody hotel management team.. dono them lar. Sunday going to zoo.. Hope its enjoyable. This is a crap post..
-cadan king-
Just came back from short distance cycling... *huuff puff* Went back to return bao de baobeis... too bad canot have supper.. later sure will go hungry.. damn my com.. cant take any external stuffs.. i hope it doesnt die b4 i do ani saving.
To my computer: "YONG BU YAN BAI!!!"
Aniways.. today went to settlers again.. and im also the big winner.. :P IM the cadan king!!!! (the game is called settlers of cadan) BEAT MI COME! Argh.. As days pass by... the army days draws close.. shits..
Oya.. KANGIE... is going to china tml with Kong. SOooo good... kong provide free tcket to china just for kang to pei him.. WTF.. ANVIOUS.. Aniways.. lol. kang you take care of yourself over there.. go in one piece come back in one piece.. BON VOYAGE~
Dono wad else to say.. Oya.. I find that some people are really very practical... I think im one of those.. but at least i say thx.
-upside down-
Just woke up... found out that its 5pm... and tt the AMK outing was cancelled... and tt dears not coming... also found out tt the pratt company havent decide wan mi anot.. -.- one week le havent decide..
To: Mr Tony Tan
Hi Mr Tan, did you receive my email? I sent my 3D renderings to you for
viewing on 13th April. Are you still keen on employing a 3D renderer?
Please reply asap. Thx very much.
From Lester Han
Thank you! Mr. Han, I have not decide yet. You can go ahead if you have other offer.
Regards,Tony Tan
"I guess you are not"
-ster
-satisfaction-
Yo! like the song? Haha.. (Thx isk) Niway. I now noe how to do this song thing le. so nixt time wahahaha got nice song le lor... Hmm i havent slp for the last nite and im still strong. Just finished my menu review again.. TT stupid boss kip reviewing after aliltle changes... My papa sommore go buy a new printer for this printing siah. Geez.
I did not play games last nite... I did my menu(going to complete 80% liao)... I pack the house... I installed a printer... I buy the printer... I havent slp... im satisfied with this kind of life. I think i change the song weekly?
"Im happy.. are you?"
-Ster
-人质-
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部分的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎
-张惠妹
-Easter-
Today is good friday... butten its such a sad one.. not good at all for mi... They went to settlers without mi... nvm. not my gang. church gang. Boo. Maple nobody... Employer i think dont like my work or wad nvr reply mi.. suan le lar.. My lifes like this..
"Its kindof sad the moment you open your eyes... someone starts to give you temper.. makes mi wana slp more.. more... more..never wake up... hoping it might be a dream or hoping tt I would forget everything after I have a long sleep... but i never did succeed in numbing miself.. I said b4, you can either make or break my day...You broke my good friday...
I dont wana talk to U today.."
-Ster
-coms dying too-
I've been recommended to a job opprtunity today.. I grasped it and i hope it will like.. maybe realize.. No details yet still waiting for reeply. butthen i noe i will be doing 3d. im a 3D renderer.
Dear's, been accepted into HBA.. Im seriously happy for her.. As for people who havent found a job in this industry.. I feel that its not really a big problem so dont make a fuss about it.. and for those who aren't really happy with current jobs or is envy of others I suggest you be contented.
My com is dying.. sooner or later.. I NID ONE IPOD, ONE LAPTOP to save my data. LOL. Eh.. bit slpy. The menu thingy has caused many commotions in my house and i wish to end it faster... but i just received new tt the boss wanted mi to continue with the room service menu.. So i dono.. to the Unknown boss.. Faster can? Duh.. Oya and to my family, I really hope you guys be more confident in my responsibilities my abilities and my professionalism.. Stop judging mi.
Been thinking about a few things lately.. about the future. I Felt adulthood coming so fast.. School mates starts their career already.. Realised this is the time where our lifetime will be carved. Dono how to say butthen..Hope my friends dont forget mi lor. The future is so blur for mi... what will happend in the next two years.... I can roughly guess.. I onli can try to believe it will or will not happen..
"Our paths starts to diverge..."
-Ster
"Secrets shall be kept with me safe for as long as I live"
-settlers-
Yesterday... I mean today morning... er maybe about 12am? Mi and my father quarrelled, we were shouting at each other's backs in front of my three close friends..(kang, sam, yuan) Hmm.. if they are not my close frieds they might think im mad... Muz be wondering wad the hell happened righ'? Oh its becus of a miscommunication of the menu I was doing... like wtf. Never mind.. I didnt wana tok to him.. butthen this morn he caled and talked with mi nicely so i decided to forgive him...(I nid money aniway XD). I wana slp le later nid to wake and rush another menu review for tml... I guess no mapling today..
Oya! i went to clarke quay settlers just now and im the big big winner.. LOL. Eh the games and the company was nice. so I had a very fun time except for the cash flow -.-. eghh. nitey im going cycling in my dream le. TAta..
-mindef-
It such a sad day today... Wierd weird day... Sad and weird day... Weird and sad day... Haiz. Many unpleasant things happened. Haiz... ARGH. Y M I SO SUAY?
First... I woke up with a backache... (physical pain)
Second... I got a headache... (physical pain)
Third... My heartaches... (I died in maple which erases my 5% exp which nids ard 1hr to gain)
Forth... heartaches (quarelled with her)
Fifth... Whole body suddenly aches (I received the enlistment letter which while reading killed my maple character.. [it was a double blow])
You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (cap93), to report for enlistment on 21 JUL 2006 (Fri) At 1.30PM to Basic Military Training Centre School 2
*edited*
I just finished bloghopping and feel sader..
-I wanted to blog-
I fergot wad i wana say.... sry.
-Yay-
you took out your bracers le.. hahah.. although bu xi guan but .. nice.
-something lame happened-
Father comes home buying dinner...aaaand~ todays newspaper. He left the stuffs on the table and proceeded to unwrap the food for us in the kitchen~ Mum comes home and saw Dad busy in the kitchen and so helped him to spread the newspaper on the dining table(as it is wad we always do to protect the table) After dinner, Dad's suddenly was in Rage~OMG! Why? becus he found out tt Mum had actualli used his precious todays newspaper to spread on the table for dinner! And so my angered Dad starts to shout at my helpful Mum! and Mum who wanted to save some face for herself starts to project louds screeches of lame(lammmme chop~cool man~) reasons and trying to blame it on Dad for putting the papers on the table! A series of loud and sharp or high frequencies waves soon came.. My ears are damaged. I tried to persuade them to stop but in the end. Dad too shouted at mi.. Saying Lamer reasons why he was in Rage!~ he said if it was so easy to buy the papers, he wudent be SOOO angry! Although I was like "-.- wtf" but i offered to help him buy another set of papers. He didnt say thx but instead he said I doubt you can come back with one.. Mum saw my efforts and volunteered to go down to buy. After mum went down, Dad stills contuinue to project loud projections of voices pretending to be Zeus or smt.. Mum came home after awhile with something in her hand~ It was Todays newspaper!.. Dad went out with his precious newspaper with soccer betting news on it soon after.
THE END~!
Note to readers: The above story are non-fiction.
-I blogged this when i have no computer-
Hmm... sitting on this concrete stairways where I like.. Its narrow and abit dark. Skys growing darker every minute.. When are you coming down? are you going to be hired? Its raining now... Such a heavy one... How long isit since i last watched the rain and hear the thunder? I felt like crying suddenly. Sometimes being alone is actually better. Its getting colder.. and the rains coming in.. Are you coming down? Im hungry....
-some outdated entries..-
1st April...
Happy Birthday DAD... wish you longevity... jiayou on your gambling and win more.. --.--'''
Erm you are a gd dad. I love you. LOL. tts not an april fool joke. When I saw you happily blowing the candles on the little cake.. mm I felt sad. Sry dad im so unfilial.
" I realized adults de wish always have ~wo yao zhong tou jiang~ this wish.."
2nd April...
Todays is the last dae of the DiP show.. its finally over. Its quite sad and happy.. dono. lol. Sad becus everythings over, happy becus everything over too... Hmm.. spend alot.. this 4-5 daes I spend three hundred bucks.. Zhun. let mi count..
A1 poster x2 = $24
40 brochures = $40
A3 portfolio x26 = $52
Donate to some needy organisation = $10
Eat mah la huo guo = $12
Buy present=$80
Buy some arty stuffs =$16
Total ard.. $$234.0000 already another 70 dollars dono fly go where..
Top up cards lar.. eat lar..take cab lar... drink la.. no more le.
Hmm.. every one was asking hows business? meaning did ani employers approach you? Hmm.. frankly speaking I was more concerned at how people look at my werk rather then how mani employers approached. I dono leh.. by the look at their(the public) faces, my werk doesnt seemed appealing or nice or wadeva. Onli one employer came to mi, but he is introed to mi by mervin..This employer ask mi wana go china with him to werk for two months.. LOL which made mi quite confident and happy. Another things is the mah la huo guo session with iad gang.. is so nice XD.
3rd april...
Went to watch ICE AGE 2 with dear today..
Super highly reccomended.. Oh ya.. try to watch ice age (one) before you watch this lar. its abit linked.. Stars rating 5*****(for mi.)
Argh. I owe alot of money. I will return soon k.. thx for borro.
-Wad?-
My life's abit mixed up now le.... abit lost. Dip show onli left tml le.. ONE more day.. Come support or look at my werk if you want.. Its in NLB 1st lv from 10am-8pm(though i noe onli my iad close friends reads this).. You can see wad I have done in the pass 6 semesters..
I did something very childish today.. donwana tok about it... but i guess i was jealous? jealous of his age, jealous of his job, jealous of his maturity, jealous of wad he can do. EH FUK YOU DUDE!
Moodless now, cos I made someone very sad... I noe it. Ergh. I hate mi.
I think I shall maple to death..
"The past few months have become more like a dream already. Today I felt the "im nothing feeling in your heart" from you. Im sorry."
