-我的房子-
我每次都会想以后的房子...
它会是这样的...
大概是一间四房式的HDB租屋吧...
设计方面应该是简约式的...
房子里会是白灰系列颜色...
当然也会有我最爱的绿色...
客厅简单干净, 有张大沙发, 大电视, 桌球, 自动钢琴...
厨房会有很多很多很多我喜欢吃的零食, 汽水, 食物, YUMYUM...
客房可以让来过夜的好友休息...
自己的房间一定有舒服的大床前有电视...
储藏室里会有我的单车, 吉他, 其他杂物排列整齐...
啊,也当然不能望了我自己的MINI办公室...
我和她的房子大概是这样的吧...
0^ . ^0
-cpg-
Wah lau.. I sent my resume like ten years ago then just now CPG called.. as in tianyang called lar.. ask mi whether CpG got call mi anot.. Geez.. Suan le.. Im happy with my current job. and F it lor..
"Its too late for anithing to change"
-Ster
-怪怪的-
今天是充足的一天...
起床, 看电影, 吃好的, SHOPPING.
走一步看一步快乐就好的生活方式也好像蛮顺利的...
似乎有某种力量在帮我铺路...
虽然路不是很好走...
但是在路途中能体会人生的道理...
可以尝到酸甜苦辣的滋味...
今天看见你好像没有什么可以谈的话题...
好奇怪哦...
难道我们从以前就是这样过的吗?
我有好多好多的疑问与困扰还没解...
明天又会是忙碌的一天...
曾经把游戏世界当成一道逃生门...
现在把忙碌当作止痛药...
我一定会努力的...
你也要加油啊~
-Ster-
-Im beat-
Today Dk 1 appeared again and he made me really angry... Like, he really made mi angry.. He dropped a 70 dollar car... Then I diao him. He very scared then he run away.. MAHAHAHA.. Aniways, today not much customers lar... But DK 1's mother came today.. At first I kelian DK 1, cos he say his mama don't care him. But after i see his mama, I more kelian his mama. Frail looking, and very like beat up kind, thin thin, and very sian kind. I tok to his mama for awhile and found out that the DK 1 very huai dan. He dont listen to his mama, he dont study, he dont take care of his brother.. Sian lor.. lalalalalili.
Hahahihihoho... See you tomoro.. Tomoro I off yeh..can ask mi out.. Haha. myabe go watch Xmen.
-时间-
好久没听到你的消息了...
你还好吗?
今天又是另一个星期的开始...
这种状况应该会维持到很久很久吧?
我会试着忘记...
-=Ster=-
-news-
This is the lastest updates from the disaster zone OG chinatown...
Demon Kids 1 & 2 appeared again today in OG... They used their special abilities upon first sight.. Newfound abilities were observed, as they use their specials. Their newfound abilities includes, fighting with one another, shout, push one another with their bellys, destruction, play game boy. They fought with each other and DK cried as he lost a match of scissors paper stone with DK 2. Dk 1 has an abilities of not admitting losing.
Demon kids five appeared today... He is small.. short.. But very annoying. Abilities includes, endangering kids, throwing magnetic darts at mi, puchin my ass, scold wadafuk, shout, destroy my shop, laff like mad, I think his hidden abilities are killing. Tomollo im alone at the shop as my precious XY take off... IM dead.
Lester Han
Survivor of disaster reporting..
-demon kidz-
There are four... So far.. more might come... =(
Demon Kid One..
Gender: Male
Age: 11
Bloodtype: Z
Size: Fat, Big, Large.
Special Abilities: Kepo, Haolian, Tend to pretend as a promoter, Cheating, Sticks to us, Shout, Noisy, Drain batts, Switch toys rapidly.
Report- First appeared at TaiSing yesterday, looks happy and ready to buy toys.. But after a few hours, the friendly promoter(mi) found out tt his mother sort of throw him away or wad becus he saty there for many hours le. He told us that his mother dont care him de... so he roam around.. He stay there from open shop to close shop.. without eating. He appeared today again but today we controled him more as we already noe his stats and abilities. I cheated and bluffed him to come back on tues..(becos i got off =D) I kelian him but still have to kip him in control becus he has the ability to tear down my shop.
Demon Kid 2...
Gender: Male
Age: Unknown
Bloodtype: P+
Size: As large as Demon kid 1
Special Abilities: Snatching toys with DK 1, Haolian, Cheating, Shout, Noisy, Drain batts, Rude, Call mi uncle, Kepo, Grabs toys and not let go.
Report- Demon Kid 2 is far more destructable then DK 1. He came at evening and stayed to close shop as well. He is capable of haolianing so much tt customers hates him. 0.0 DK1 is kind enuff to acknowledge him as a good friend. When both of them stand togeter they look like brothers becuse of their size. He told us that he ate $10.00 dinner in mac, two burger and one wings. I guess he is dying soon. He promised to come today but luckily he is a lier becus if he come i will cry.... DK 2. POWER.
Demon Kid 3...
Gender: Male
Age: 10
Bloodtype: K=
Size: Medium large. (Smaller then large)
Special Abilities: Shout, Sweat, Play, Destroy, Cling to Kiba, Cheating, I lazy to type.
Report- Made his first debut yesterday evening, apparently he clicked right away with DK 1(If you are wondering why they all click with DK 1 is becuase DK 1 practically stays there). They played Kiba together and shout and make noise. Like wild monkeys. (fat ones). Dk 3 appeared today once again to reign over the Kiba and foos ball. Until this FAT unty come and shout at him. LOL all the fatty come. Highly destructive.
Demon Kid 4...
Gender: Male
Age: Unknown Older then DK1
Blood Type: X.*
Size: Super Duper DK1 Upsize Triple.
Special Abilities: Scold vulgar, Play kiba till fight, Cheat, Kaopeh, Sheer size scares people.
Report- First appeared on 8:00++p.m today, He came and fiddled at our B daman at first but soon found Kiba most amusing. He is super large in size ans scold vulgar. Very damned, I kan him very bu shaung. Not much to report. He came and go quite fast.. stayed for like one hour or so. I think i will blog about him more if he appear again. Scary.
-谎言-
我们不要在分开... 这句话耳熟吗?
我今天一直想起你, 不停的憋着泪水.
发出的简讯得到不耐烦的回应.
让我很痛心.
应该是我太烦了吧?
还是你在避开我?
打开盒子, 看到你以前写给我的信...
每封信都写着不要在分开五个字...
谎言?
我本来开始恨你...
但却慢慢地发现...
你一直以来都还在守护这个约定...
谢谢你~
我们永远不分开...
你给我的回忆...我不会忘记..
-Ster
-first day-
I hate first day of work. Its always walk here walk there folowing people instruction on where to go to punch tt bloody card and dono wad wad. 0.0 Today was worse. Nobody led us and we looked like idiots roaming around the OG. Us is Me and Xian Yuan. Soo sian. the IN CHARGE as late.. and some other people instructed us.. OG system is fukked up.. No handphones allowed. 0.0 My HP is locked in my locker upstairs with the S. Guard. Not even wallets.
Work was fairly simple. Standing there playiong toys and answering or promote the toys.. but boring.. I was alone today. then like dono wad.. many kid rushed there to play free games.. which their parents think is too boring or no use.. so they foreva wont buy. Like I have no purpose there. LOL. Legs aching. I have to slp early. Tml is another f.up dae.
"kids are demons. E u ROX. Im weird I noe. You Never fail to sooth mi."
-Ster
-toys-
一個人浪漫
我關燈 點蠟燭 穿禮服 一個人喝咖啡跳舞
我覺得 很滿足 不需要 配合誰的舞步
我試著學著領悟 把獨楚
當作一時興起 很幸福oh 一個人浪漫 一個人晚餐
美味的甜點不用和誰分一半
一個人浪漫 一個人不孤單
紫色的床單不用爲了誰而漂白
我關燈 點蠟燭 一本書 wo~
我覺得 很滿足 不需要 配合誰的進度
詞曲: 許哲珮
A very old song... 2001.. Peggy Hsu Zhe Pei was one of my favourite singers.. After her first album release.. she took bronze for tt 9.33fm award for best newcomer.. after tt.. onli one or two songs have been heard from some complilation album.. I tot she disappeared...
Today... I suddenly tot of this song.. and wanted to copy the lyrics. SO i searched for her on yahoo... Her oficial fansite has been changed.. dramatically. become very magical with songs.. 0.0 and.. I found out after some browsing tt she aint dead. LOL... She become a song writer, composer.. working with famous people. She wrote songs for.. 同恩, 蔡淳佳, 梁靜茹, 梁詠琪.. 0,0 geezers. JIAYOU PEGGY. I await your next album.
Okay.. today maple introduced a new patch.. which is the Ludibrium patch. Ludibrium is a Toy World. Very cute. LOL.. and with todaes launch comes a good toyish news too. it was from kang.
Kang has a job offer as a toy promoter! Hoohoo.. for one month. EXACTLY the way i wanted it. Part- time, non-design, easy, workign with friends.. all these fit. 0.0 im so lucki. LOL... MY happy go lucky ways comes to a 80% happy ending.
Ludibrium Ship
After I werk.. for a month.. I will have like 800 bucks more in my account lor.. then can go travel with gang of 5. Also to save some money for my birthday.. Hope it wont end up as sad as lasts years celebration.. and after after tt.. is NS le T.T *cry*
你瘦了 =(
-crap-
I woke at 4a.m to play maple.. with peace.
My brother woke up at ard 5a.m
Bro: Play game again...
Goes into mum room open toilet door as loud as he can to wake them up..
They woke.
Bro: He wake up so early to play game again.
He comes out.
Walk around abit.. and sat down infront of the Xbox and start PLAYING soccer game.
~300.68% WTF~
Niways.. im sooooOOO bored. The hotel emailed mi.. Say the Gm on leave until 1st june.. further works nid his review before continueing.. ZZZZ sooooo wols. AHh.. sian.
我太逞强了吗?
心里一直蛮痛的. 回想. 思念. 哭泣. 寂寞.
面带笑容地我...太逞强了吗?
-Ster
-family-
Im soo angry now. Fuck. Just quarrelled with my brother. We.... shouted at each other(he started to produce noise first)..the very mannered mi(cannot tolerate animore as I have been tolerating for many hours already) Shouted back.. My family seems to have Many complains about mi...MUM kips rattling about the door the camera.. the computer.. the electric. the this the that..ON TOP OF TT... My bro ADDS ON MORE noise.. I couldnt stand the noise and i raised my voice at THEM both.
Mum:!@#$%^&*@%%$#%$#^%^%#%$#%$#%$#%$#%$#^%&^%*&^(*&(*&(*&((*&%*%&^$&$^%$^%$*&^(*&)(&(*&(*^*&^*^%^&$^%#%$#%$#%$#%^#$^%$^%$^&$%&^$%$@%$#@!%#%^(*&(U_)(*(*&&*%#$#%$#&^%*(%&*(^*&%*^&$%^$^%#^*%*&^(*&^)*&^*&%&^$^%#$%#@%$@$@$#@$#@$#@$#@%^$&^(&^%&^$^%#^$#%$#%$#%$ (noise)
She is saying about this camera(my dads company cam)I lend it to Xiao A(Shy's Sister)
Ask mi Did she delete the pics lar.. Dont lend people lar.. Later Dad get into trouble lar..This lar tt la.. Where she go lar. when come back lar.. Why she have money lar.. She still owe us money lar..SHe continue to rant to the old cam about Y it will spoil lar why like this? can repair anot?And my bro COmbo with her.. Saying the cam first party is this second is this Y go lend Third Party..?
To: Both of YOU.. IM NOT THREE YEARS OLD.. I FUKING UNDERSTAND CHINESE TOO..DONT REPEAT NOISE. IM NOT SAYING YOU ARE WRONG. BUT SINCE EVRYTHING IS FINE THEN SHUDUP.
I tolerate.. but my Mum satrts about money again. about how shy sis Owe us money for one year and wad wad.. then my bro come and share the JOy with her by comboing mi again. say wad this kind of money can take back anot lar.bla bla bla.. I FUKKING CANOT TOLERATE ALREADY AND ASK THEM to SHUDUP(in a ruder way)Then my bro start to SHout back.. And of cos.. With my anger. i shouted back louder.. TWICE. LOL and after tt he wana fight with mi.. I think he scared. LOL Niway Mum kips breaking us up. she was soo short between the two towers. Nvm. After a minute of stand up and diao each other session.. I sat down.. ask ask then to continue the noise. and i say THX to them. Bahahaha.. Fking hell my brother kips toking about lame things like I nvr take care of the home... HE brings back the past. Saying wad I nvr pack my house lar.. Saying this house is not mine alone lar.. I kip using electricity lar.. Nvr save electricity lar..Say I nvr werk lar.. after tt say my werk enthic poor lar.. down to I nvr throw away tissue after I use lar.. To every SINGLE LAME THING A BROTHER WUD NOT SAY OUT.. I mean if someone use tissue or wad nvr throw away.. I wud like help him throw or wad.. AND i mean not to rmb till TODAY. My mum old ler.. I dont blame her for worrying toooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mUch.. but i feel my brother is always picking into things which is none of his business and thinks tt he is very veyr de responsible and takes care of the home very well.. WELL... ITS NOT LOR for YOUR INFO.
ITS NOT SAVING ELECTRICITY BY SWITCHING ON THE TV AND SLP.. YOU NS TTS Y YOU THINK YOU ARE SAVING ELECTRICITY.. YOU GO OUT YOU SPENT MORE MONEY...YOU SAVE HOME ELECTRICITY YOU USE OUTSIDE DE ELECTRICITY.. YOU CANT SAVE ELECTRICITY UNLESS YOU DONT DO ANITHING. I NOE I HAVE BAD HABITS. BUT IF YOU CANNOT TOLERATE MI THEN HELP MI PACK OR WAD. YOU CAN ALSO RENT A HOUSE FOR MI AND CHASE MI OUT. I DONT MIND. YOU FKING SPOIL THE COM I NVR SAY YOU AND YOU STILL BLAME MI. TISSUES ARE SMALL MATTER I HOPE YOU FKING FORGET THEM. YOU DONT SET A REALLY GOOD ROLE MODEL FOR MI TO FOLOW(EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU ARE). WE SHARE A HOUSE. WE ARE A FAMILY. YOU MAKE NOISES LIKE A DOG. YOU ARE WORKING FOR THE GOVERNMENT BECUS YOU HAVE TO. IM ALSO GOING IN TOO. SO IM GOING TO SAVE ELECTRICITY FOR TWO YEARS. SERIOUSLY IF YOU CNANOT STAND MESSY NESS YOU CNA ALWAY MOVE OUT IM GLAD IF TT HAPPENS. YOU TOK BAD OF ME WHEN IM ASLP YOU THINK I DONO AH.. IF YOU HAVE ANI UNHAPPINESS YOU CAN ALWAYS PUNCH MI(I WONT GARARNTEE YOU WONT DIE AFTER TT). YOU HOKKIEN SUCKS. YOU LANGAUGE SUCK I FKING HAVE NOT ENUFF SPACE FOR YOUR COMPLAINS. I KNOW YOU HAVE A LIST TOO. BUT PLZ. YOU DESTROY MY IMAGE OF FAMILY THE FASTEST.
I am going to slp after this entry to SAVE MORE ELECTRICITY. SO tt I can appease mY FAMILY.. AND FOR ALL THOSE WHO THINKS TT I DONT WANT TO WERK.. I DID SENT RESUMES AROUND.. BUT THEY ALL DIDNT CALL BACK. IM DEMORALISED FOR DESIGN LE.. I DONWAN SEND ANIMORE. I WILL JUST CONTINUE MY FREE LANCING CRAP...
THX FOR MAKING SOOOOO MUCH NOISE AH GUYS.
-my gang-
Hoho.. Just came home..went out with my gang just now.. eh practically we walked the whole cityhall..
The Journey.
My House--bus-->Hougang MRT--mrt-->City Hall Mrt--walk-->Funan IT Mall(bank & lunch)--bus-->Lucky Chinatown(book)--walk-->Around Chinatown(eat)--walk-->Lucky Chinatown(ktv)--walk-->Hawker centre(eat)--walk-->Clarke Quay(shit & joke)--walk-->Clifford Pier(see)--walk-->One Fullerton(chat)--walk-->Esplanade(see)--walk-->Marina Square(buy)--walk-->Suntec(buy, drink, & movie)--cab-->Baoqi Home(take)--walk-->Home(bath & blog)
0.0
Aniways... Let mi first conclude todays outing.. ON the whole.. it was super fun.. too bad kang cant stay till in the ender~(linkin park indian ver.)... Thx to Bao for guitar and the food and the money.. Thx to ray for coming down although tired and turtle ^.^... Thx to mich for entertaining us and scolding fuck and singing Peng you song all the way and desserts..LOL Thx to kang for eating herbal again.. thx all.
P.s(not princess sophie.. is postscript): Those hu didnt come... haha.. Boo. =/
"Theres a spider on the guitar and it hangs on my hand 0.0"
-Ster
Hmm.. DaVinci Code was super.. I wana catch it again with my brothers. Must see. MUST. GO see NOW. SO glad i manage to catch it today.. went to MSQ but it was sold out.. then painstakenly we crawled to suntec to buy.. very heng we got it. MUST WATCH. I once thought of religion as an organisation.. which think up a story to help man do good. and its somewhat like the movie. I can be a potential dan brown.. 1% of him. Shall end here.
"Memories saddens mi."
-Ster
-teh milo kopi-
Tt time...
Mi: Mummy can you make milo for mi?
Mum: OK!
Mi: Or nvm lar I wan drink your tea!!!!
Mum: OK! Tea har..(walk to kitchen)
Mum:(inside Kitchen) Oi, you sure you wan milo?
Mi: TEA!!!
Mum: OK!
Mum brings out milo 0.0
Just now...
Mi: Aunty make Milo for mi..
Maid: Ya ok.
Mi: Erm change to tea..
Maid Ya ok.
Maid brings out milo 0.0
LOL... so weird! *cough* alot of flam.. 0.0 Dying soon..
-结束了-
三年了
我们用了三年的时间才发觉
我们根本不相配
你是个有理想有抱负的女强人
而我却是个要求简单朴素生活的人
可是其实我真的很感谢你
一路陪伴着我
感谢你付出的爱
对我的容忍
对我的细心
经历了那么多风风雨雨
一直坚持的我们
今天终于了解了真爱
一直坚持的我们
今天终于了解了真爱
04.09.03 - 15.05.06
结束了
-voice-
"The world is too NoIsy to hear my songs.."
-Ster
-the future is in chaos-
HP(snooze): Dididididididididididididididi!!!! Dididididididididididididididiidid!!!!
Mi(thinking): Freak.. Just let it continue ba.. awhile more
After "awhile"
HP(snooze): Dididididididididididididididi!!!! Dididididididididididididididiidid!!!!
Mi: Fuck its 4.30!!!
I was supposed to go print my things in the morning -.- and go meet my clients in the afternoon but... well.. you noe.. oversleeping... im good at it. =) Oya.. I set my snooze @ 10:00 a.m =D
I watched Butterfly Effect.. Its a very mind boggling movie. My head aches.
The Butterfly Effect (Chaos Theory) - The idea that a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere that ultimately cause a tornado to appear. The flapping wing represents a small change in the initial condition of the system, which causes a chain of events leading to large-scale phenomena. Had the butterfly not flapped its wings, the trajectory of the system might have been vastly different.
-me-
I went out alone today... Walk walk.. do werk.. its.. not very boring at all.. Alone.. i can see this world more clearly... the beauty of nature..
On the buzy roads in the city.. Leaves drop from trees..Due to wind..Due to pressure.. I realised im still on earth. They drop like snow. Mani mani leaves.. Its sucha beautiful scene. Sweat and sweat.. but.. as i walked.. I see mani nice buildings.. which i never noticed they existed. They reflect the clouds on the sky.. Its beautiful.. everything. I love geography even more now.. LOL. my sis is taking her geog exam on WED... i shall make her A1!!!! ROAR!
"Sometimes.. in life.. we just have to walk alone."
-ster
-fuck mi-
-freelancer-
Kindof happy.. First thing tt woke mi up was another job offer.. Prolly can earn $400. Second thing tt im happy about is that lecturers and experienced friends will still help you.. I smsed perry, kk and alvin for help on charging the client.. and they actualli called back. Haha.. thx all.
I like this kind of life.. freelance. I do wadeva i like.. then something or someone pops out.. wants you to do something.. and then you do for him in your own timing.. Just give them the thing they want on the deadline... Actually this is working too wad... its just not office timing work... SO those who say im not working.. take note.. im just earning less... working more freely... Oka? ok. Gd. XD
-July baby-
JULY BABY
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Green is true
Red is not true
Brown is partly true
-from an email...
Hmm.... been chionging dvd for the past few daes.. I also got look for jobs.. Watched Passion of Christ and War of the Worlds yesterday.. both movies sets mi thinking. Oyah.. I discovered this radio station yesday while browsing the frequencies.. Lush99.5.. Its my type of music.. lol. i think im gona die.. after i enter NS.. cos i have adapted to the "day slp nite wake" lifestyle.. haiz. I go arrange pics le.. later might post.. if i got the mood.. bb blog.
-Rojaked-
Living a rojaked life.. Happy, sad, weird, worried.. dono.. going through lots of emotions.. I finally finished the menu thing le.. now wait for it to finish print then after tt take money onli.. ^.^
Haiz. Nothing le..
"一切完美事物一旦落在我手里, 都好像會變得不完美...
我累了."
