Wednesday, April 28, 2010
-All I did at home
I have been spending the last few hours trying to figure out what movies to delete from my HDD... All the movies are precious to me, but I had to delete some, to make space for new ones. I open up movies titles that seemed familiar and scrolled to the end to watch endings... The not so good ones are deleted. Those that I know I wont watch again are deleted. Delete delete delete.
The same goes for my brain, make space for new stuff.
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My dad went to china for a holiday for about a week or so.. he came back with gifts for me. 2 Polo Tees and a cap. He knows that I like all these things, and its really nice that he thought of me during his trip. But the thing is, the gifts are really "orbiang~" or "not my style" So how? I really don't want to spoil his day by saying "eee why like that de, so ugly" but I also wont wear those out because they are really not me. So how. Im really emo about this incident. Its like I feel so sad i want to cry. I keep thinking of the "im not stupid 2" scene that the secondary school boy carried that ninja turtle bag to school...
=(
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Glad that Su is recovering quick.
SteR at 10:28:00 PM
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-Tue is over. 3 more days.
Tuesdays are extra enjoyable because my boss is out to teach! Its a more relaxed day for me la. It really doesnt feel to good to sit 1meter beside your boss. Dont know how long more I can hold on to this job, I wanted to quit soon but I thought it might affect kk and I just got confirmed. Maybe 6 months?? I mean KK is not a bad boss, he is willing to accept and teach fresh grads like me. Its just the working environment is really sian, didnt think of so many things before i start work cause I wouldnt know that it will be this bad. One day for nine hours (or more) chat (a little bit) sometimes I just want to remain silent) with only one person... one man lunches, eating with my boss doesnt make it any better, quite low pay because normally I dont have much to do also, i really dono man. AHH, got more things but I think I have done enough damage to Michelle's ears today already.
Im not happy because im complaining. its not too bad when I am busy... But i dont want to be sooooo buzy. I always thought werking is quite enjoyable, know more people, get to see and do more things. But this company de people seems to hate me. I dono why even if we walk down the steps together they wont say bye to me. Worse still, I said bye to a guy today when i saw him at the entrace, he ignored me. Its imposible to miss me because the staircase is narrow. Its impossible to not hear my "BYE". Even if he did miss my friendly "bye", he could have said bye to me also de ma. Agrh. Now it gets more arkward when i see them at the toilet or what. I really dono to talk to them or what.
Summary: There is no motivation
Kindof irritated now...
By some lame conversations...
I was just trying to understand some situations and got lame-ed off.
I really hate low intellengence conversations.
Especially those which end with "Forget it".
If someone can say forget it at the end, why bother to begin a conversation?
I rather not talk and have bad breath.
SteR at 12:29:00 AM
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Monday, April 26, 2010
-a week
I realised I havent penned anything for a week.
I did came here, but I gave up writing anything in the end.
Whats new this week?
Nothing much to be excited about except that I discovered a small cafe with good food. (When there is no crowd). According to the Boss, who is the chef, he is known as the FLORAL CHEF, simply because he is one of the few that cooks with flowers. Hmm. But the pasta is really yummy. Other then this i think the other great update is that I am already confirmed by my company. So now I am officially an "Architect Designer" (as the namecard says). I hope I get an office access card sooner then my namecard, then I wont have to press the bell and say "Morning.. Lester here.." everytime I need to go up. I feel really stupid when I say that, I dono why. =/ . I dont think there will be a pay raise though after confirmation, Boss didnt say anything about it.... =( I will pray for it now. T.T
Other then these I guess lifes pretty normal as I dont have anything to talk about.
I really want my friends to be happy.
There are too many unhappy friends around me.
Hope all of you do well.
There are 3 of you. If you had problems and I know of it, then its you im talking about.
I wish you well and God be with you.
Amen.
PS:I forgot to mention that someone(I dono who but i think she might be named xiaoping) pushed me today and I hit my leg(bone) against a metal shelving unit. Worse thing is that I got reprimanded for being stupid! HOW RUDE. =(
And
I accidentally deleted messages in my handphone that I saved and treasured so protectively today. I think it about time accidents like this should happen. I wasnt too sad after all...
And
I am being silly again to buy 4D but didnt win. Number was 5387 becus of the Alpha numeric of LESTER. But! its two dollars of fun.
SteR at 1:03:00 AM
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
-Huh?
Hai.
Its the end of Sunday again.
It really dreadful to go back to work on Monday.
Thats my life now, I need to work, because I need to eat, I need to save, and I need to feed.
But I don't really like where its treading towards.
Why am I so not contented. 0.0'
Aniways, we went to PIXAR exhibition today in Science centre. The content was good but I think its too little. As in most of the things dont capture my attention or I only want to glimpse on it for 0.005 seconds. Im impressed and inspiried after the exhibition but also quite dissappointed la. And Science centre really CMI. I really learned nuts after looking at so many yesteryears exhibits, I really think its only worth to go there only when you have to go. TOOTS.
I didnt attend church today. I think i am going mad.
SteR at 10:45:00 PM
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Thursday, April 15, 2010
-Scalfolds.
There was this Indian Temple opening ceremony over at the site of my office.. It totally closed off half of pagoda street for like a week for a one day ceremony. I was observing the bangalaz at werk and I noticed they used like close to a week to finish the entire scaffold work. The scaffold is like a 3 storey platform so that people can seat on that to look over the walls into the Temple. Though the platform took a week to build, it only took like a day to dismantle. Lifes back to normal on the street except that the stall owners were quite pissed by the temple ceremony cos they had to close stalls for a week. I even heard a mandarin speaking indian women stall owner complained that she cant stand indians. 0.0 Thats like ultimate. But whatever.. The moral of the story wasn't any of these anyways. Hmm. I just cant help but relate the scaffolds to emo nemo things again. I think relationships are the same...
It takes such a long time to build a relationship, but it only takes a snap of the fingers to destroy it.
Ah. I feel alittle bit better. I meant my body. But I have to draw some sketches like 5 or more for KK to see tml.. So my heart isint any better cos I havent drawn more then ONE!!! I wish I was still in Perth enjoying some tornado potatoes or some Onion rings from Jus Burgs. TOOTS~~
SteR at 11:15:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
-im sick.
Oh U O Oh wu O~ Leave me breathless~~
I think the song goes like this.. The song by THE CORRS.
Yeah, im quite breathless now.
I got kissed by a demeantor or smthing.
Slight feverish, no energy, body aching, some running nose, giddyish and headaches!
I seldom fall ill. I guess thats like the accumulation of viruses unleashed.
Argh. Had a nice porridge dinner with Summydespite the war going on internally.
Hope tml will feel better cos I got submissions to rush.
SteR at 9:45:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
-黑
天下的乌鸦一般黑...
This is absolutely true.
But i dont understand.
In the species of crows, there are also females.
So why does this only apply on guys?
=/
My friend just told me that her guy friend is cheated by his girlfriend...
Thus.
SteR at 10:38:00 PM
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-woo.
Havent blogged in awhile.
Some of the things I cant say,
Some of the things I dono how to.
Some of the things better not say.
Some of the things I dont have the courage to.
But one thing I can say.
I was washing my face (very quickly cos I woke up late again)
and I dono HOW my little pinky poke into my nostrils (I was doing the up and down washing motion). It poked so hard that I felt its swollen whole day.. and of cos running nose to compliment the injury. When I got to office i found out that there is some blood in the mucus... 0.0
Im like damn pro.
SteR at 10:31:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 07, 2010
-Complications
I dono what to say to express my feelings but to do this...
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SteR at 12:39:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 06, 2010
-945to245.
10,11,12,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,1,2.
oo 16Hrs of Cadding in office!
I just reached home.
Intense.
Stressful to some extent..
Broke the record of not leaving the office for 16 hours.
Not even for lunch and dinner.
Didnt feel too good though, that I keep making mistakes and draggin the team down.
=(
I reallly suck man.
Demoralizing.
But the drawings are done and I MIGHT be free for the week.
Tmls the big day.
Haiz. Today might be one of my worse day of the year.
Mums getting on my nerves.
She made me pissed in the morning before i could open my eyes.
I wonder why she does things in a way that is so...
I miss the days in Perth more now.
Especially after someone tempted me with Jus Burger Onion Rings and Tornado potato and chutney mary de didi...
She might be right after all, I should migrate.
I dont wana hate my mum.
=(
Got cut off from the world today. And I realise I dont have to put in any big effort to do that. 0.0'
SteR at 3:11:00 AM
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Sunday, April 04, 2010
-dragonish
Damn its already ten. Freakish.
I remember i was having dinner and smthing like that. Jeez.
And I still have to werk. Sucks man...
Anyways... I had a good day today because I went out with a bunch o good freddos and watched a good movie.
HOW TO TRAIN A DRAGON!
Its really good you have to believe me.
Well At least good enough for me.
Sometimes its so hard to find someone to like the same things as you do. Or maybe someone who will take time to learn why you like something. Or maybe good enough is not good enough.
I cant find that nobody.
Today is Easter Sunday... Jesus's Ressurection Day.
My prayers are always very weak and lousy.
But I thank you Lord for Dying for us and giving us a victorious new life.
Hallelujah.
Amen.
SteR at 9:55:00 PM
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Thursday, April 01, 2010
-today I...
Ate super delicious beef noodles with Singapore Alibaba....!!!
After that we pretended to be waiting for a friend and sat in a burger bar to play I touch. =D
Couldn't find anybody to eat dinner with me though.
Didnt have anywhere to go so I stayed in the office...
Its funny..
SteR at 11:09:00 PM
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-haolian
Today I had free koi passion fruit green tea!!
Thanks 4 that.
SteR at 12:24:00 AM
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