Wednesday, April 28, 2010
-Tue is over. 3 more days.
Tuesdays are extra enjoyable because my boss is out to teach! Its a more relaxed day for me la. It really doesnt feel to good to sit 1meter beside your boss. Dont know how long more I can hold on to this job, I wanted to quit soon but I thought it might affect kk and I just got confirmed. Maybe 6 months?? I mean KK is not a bad boss, he is willing to accept and teach fresh grads like me. Its just the working environment is really sian, didnt think of so many things before i start work cause I wouldnt know that it will be this bad. One day for nine hours (or more) chat (a little bit) sometimes I just want to remain silent) with only one person... one man lunches, eating with my boss doesnt make it any better, quite low pay because normally I dont have much to do also, i really dono man. AHH, got more things but I think I have done enough damage to Michelle's ears today already.
Im not happy because im complaining. its not too bad when I am busy... But i dont want to be sooooo buzy. I always thought werking is quite enjoyable, know more people, get to see and do more things. But this company de people seems to hate me. I dono why even if we walk down the steps together they wont say bye to me. Worse still, I said bye to a guy today when i saw him at the entrace, he ignored me. Its imposible to miss me because the staircase is narrow. Its impossible to not hear my "BYE". Even if he did miss my friendly "bye", he could have said bye to me also de ma. Agrh. Now it gets more arkward when i see them at the toilet or what. I really dono to talk to them or what.
Summary: There is no motivation
Kindof irritated now...
By some lame conversations...
I was just trying to understand some situations and got lame-ed off.
I really hate low intellengence conversations.
Especially those which end with "Forget it".
If someone can say forget it at the end, why bother to begin a conversation?
I rather not talk and have bad breath.
SteR at 12:29:00 AM
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