trees are crying..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

-here comes friday

Im abit confused now.
Am I really what I think I am?
Hmm..
I lost myself today.
I couldn't feel myself.
Am I just doing things to fake it.
Or am I just trying to help.
Such a scheming person.
Just who am I?
Still lost.

The submissions threw me into a frenzy.
Suddenly everyone is showing things that are 3D.
I just felt so intimidated by the pin ups.
All looked like they are final.
Didn't know what they want to see.
I always thought I knew.
I acted like I knew i guess.
I even tried to teach people what to do.
Is their trust in me even worth it?
Am I in the right direction?

I know I knew what I did.
I am able to reason why I did it.
Is that enough?

Comparing all the work,
it just feels like I am submitting quantity,
not quality.

Hmm.. no use brooding over it le ba..
Haiz..

The tarots are coming true la.
Saying that i shoulnt show my concepts and all.
It not only me.
Its for the whole class.
Someone is mimicking work!
Omg.
Creativity.

Hate myself.

SteR at 7:14:00 PM
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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates

Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...

Blood

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