trees are crying..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

-heartbroken

Gosh. at the end of it all.. I had to let go of what i held on to so tightly and believed in... My concept in my design.. is not working after all.. It is good conceptually.. but i realised a fact that it doesnt work in reality.. Probably the reason why i havent started work for so many days.. I might already know this fact in my subconcious mind...

But at the end of it all.. It opens up another new designing platform..

Letting go might just be the right choice sometimes.. Shall let go of this design burden to start a new phase.. Designing architecture is really hard.. Interior you just have to let the people feel the
interior space, without considering other factors and other buildings.. Architecture, you have to consider much more things from the environment.. Argh. This just isn't purely just conceptual anymore.. I might just end the journey here.. I have to believe in myself now..

Shall sleep first.. Night..

SteR at 12:52:00 AM
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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates

Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...

Blood

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