Monday, May 17, 2010
-i lose
Before the bad guy died in Ironman 2, he said "you lose" to the hero. I dono where he got the cheek to say that even though he got beaten into a pulp, but i really wish i had a bit of his spirit. I think I for some reason start to emo again. I dont even know what i am feeling or thinking. I think i am a freak. Anyways, yup Ironman was indeed nice. Watched it yesterday, it was quite sad, the two of us. No good seats, free shitty popcorn, rain, no dinner khakis, i saw so like 3 people quarrelling.. It could be better sunday.
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Have you ever tried so hard to find an answer to a question, and when you get it, you realise that life would be better if you didn't know the answer. THAT, really suck. Often because of this, I dare not try anything out of the norm, just in case I might not want to know the outcome.
=( I want.
Haih... expect too much from others and what you get is disappointment.
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Anyways.. recently I have made some social improvements at work.
I made friends (after 2 months). A few of them. Like 4 of them, and more talked to me.
Whats weird is that friends that I made are all from a level below.
They are officially my lunch khakis now... Cos we been out to lunch for like 3 times now.
Many of them still gives me those creepy cold looks but its ok. I think it might take another 6mths but one day they will know im not a creep, just a freak.
FML
SteR at 10:53:00 PM
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