Saturday, December 17, 2005
-DizapointMAN-
First I wana Sigh. HAIZZZZ.. then i wana write my tots.
Mervin happy birthday, hope you had a great day. Sorry about my complains, my insensitivity while speaking. Its your birthday man, I shud be happy for you, sorry I couldnt smile alot, I just cannot. My system of clown, that system is down. Brother im sorry.
I felt that you have neglected mi, I felt so stupid, I felt so lame, what am I holding on to? I was alone, nobody knows. I went out alone, nobody cares. I slept in the lobby for 2 hours and nobody called. Im still waiting for your call, since I left the riverside alone. I dont like to be alone, I hate to be alone, but I guess I have to be alone. I guess I have crossed into your life too much, sorry I have bothered you this much. I will try to leave you alone. Sorry my dear.
Jiayin, I know you have your reasons, I know you have your things to do, I dono whether I have misunderstood you anot. I just have to speak it out. I was very excited about the cutting cake in the morning when you sms alvin that you are not coming. I was angry after all the promises you made were broken. You have to think about it. Sorry if I misunderstood you Jiayin but Im still disapointed.
Im broke now, physically, emotionally. Ears are bleeding, back has a pain, hands have bruises, arm has aches, legs have fatigue, heart is cracked...
SteR at 7:36:00 PM
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