Monday, December 19, 2005
-christmas is just around the corner-
Christmas is just a week away.. Haha..I havent got any presents for anyone, I havent got any cash.. I spent almost everything on mervins day, still owe alot of money man... Time flies.. Mervins birthday flew pass. Evrything in life has changed.. haiz.. Its the last semester of my studies le.. Since the start of my polylife, many things have happened, its the most dramatic days of my life.. Now, everythings ending... It would mark one very big chapter in my life..
Keith's class is on tuesday.. I havent done anything yet. I took up my pencil.. but i couldnt start.. Things still go unsettled in mind.. I seriously hope that i could retake this sem.. Im not ready. Im not suitable to be a designer.. ALthough my friends say, wah designer so cool.. so arty farty.. so wad so wad.. SO WAD? its so difficult.. haiz.. At least now I have nothing that big to concern myself le.. I will set my mind to work work work..
AH. Things just dont go my way... I guess its the way of life.. I have to stand up after each fall. This is major, I bled. I realised so many things... too many.. in such a short moment, Im losing myself.. Yes. Everythings.. gone. ACcepT it.. LESTER HAN. get on with your fukking life...
I shall post mervins day..pics after a few days.. when i feel like it ok. Bye. BACK TO MY FUKKING LIFE.
"I was waiting for the time to cook it for you, I guess I have to eat the chicken mushroom chowder myself now."
-ster
SteR at 1:06:00 AM
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