trees are crying..

Sunday, May 03, 2009

- I called.

I finally called home..
and heard their voices after so long..
I don't know why I worry and miss them but
dont call back.. Maybe I just dono what to talk about.
Or my family dont talk about stuffs on the phone..
We will only call each other when there is something urgent.

First thing my mum said to me was.. "why you call expensive anot?" haha. =/
I remember me always cuddling on my mums bed before she sleeps and talk to her. To see how are things in the family in their perspective.. and also to find out mroe about my dad.. since i dont talk to him... She is still trying to look for a job.. It pains me.

I wished I could have been working now to support the family..

I hang up and cried.
Tears that I held in for so long.

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Baptism service today was an eye opener.. everybody is like facing or have faced the same thing but yet they became so happy. Im envious of them, that they found something spiritual to hang on to...

SteR at 5:51:00 PM
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Me
ster is name
23 is age
09.07.86 is born
is a student in UWA
singapore is home
cancer is zodiac
montfort & tp design was school

About
loves cup corn
lazy
slp alot
chocs
coffee
lemon

Likes
cycling, design, jazz, my gangs, badminton

Hates

Wants
copic markers
spray painter
computer
bike license + vespa
kick scoot
street surfer
bicycle
own room
rendering skills
power to forgive + forget
cure asthma
ticket to china
learn guitar
learn aikido
learn piano
start a biz
voice of incubus
power to fly
return to thailand
return to china
pup to stop coffing
my own house
$480 cloud model
work bag
coffee machine
car license + smart car
+++ to come...

Blood

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